do u get to have a party month? i do

as far as i can remember, im getting old... cant hanlde enough drinks like when i was 20 or younger than that... *chuckles* its been a party september so far for me...mitzie came home from california and its been crazy to catch up with her only the day before she flies home!
so far i have slowed down in drinking for a bit since me and andrew started seeing each other (okey i take that back, maybe we didnt in some ocassions lol) not to name, it's depressing andrew is leaving and we will come to our goodbye soon enough, and alcohol unfortunately is temporarily your bestfriend in times... it's sad but then again, its been a joyous moment for us spending almost the entire 2 years together, yet its never a regret with the ups and downs we had, its been all in all a great 2 years for us... :) at least, our goodbye is never abrupt, nor a bitter one. instead, its like cancer... we both know when its coming to an end...

with others, they see it senseless... with both of us, we see it slightly different... you will not know how important a person can be until he/she is gone... so wot we do is to cherish every moment before we say goodbye... other people keeps wishing 'why dont u both try and fix things and compromise?'... thats the problem, love is suppose to be unconditional, not compromised :)