my ever life partners

after all these years... were still sticking together... distance doesnt loosen the friendhsip...since university, till now... here we see each other once in a while, but the smirks and evil laughs of our good and bad times are always going to be reminisced... puss, yay, jee(+bjorn), leslie (even your in singa,your spirit is with us), winnelle(even your tacloban, we miss you).... ♥

beai, puss + bjorn, moi, andrew

jihan, puss + bjorn, moi, andrew

all of us! with ♥

this one though look so weird hahaha pseudo family hahaha ♥

the slutty nurse and the hot doc who fell inlove at pumpkin pukey night!

so the big pumpkin night arrived! :D we were so glad Club Embassy brought their halloween event in cebu too! oh the boyf said was passing out on and off going back home, with loads of stop over to puke on the side of the road! yucks... hahaha

twas funny everyone made us pose with them in every single cam, and i was like, whattta, they must have liked our medical pair costume! hahaha so our group always make it to a point we put on our mental clothes every year... :) im glad i came and had fun being a slutty, yet a pukey nurse!

oh and the hang over? a day to recover aint enough! feels like theres a tiny person in my head hammering my brains out! im glad my boyf became a pizza boy and brought me food for lunch since cant get up with the dizzeness! :D

madam imelda? hehehe

♥

So how was your pumpkin night?xx

let me give it a blow!

sorry, had been procastinating about my birthday post... well first of all, sucks my birthday fell on a tuesday, so got to go to work, but my boyf treated me to Hola Espana for my birthday dinner so we could grab some imported beers and cider (strongbow/kopparberg) ... unlucky as we were, only the beers got the imported ones :( was so devasted didnt have a cider, instead a had a half pitcher of sangria... the food was fantabulous though, that i kept eating and then when we got home, i felt like the food coming out back to my throat... my boyf was laughing how undisciplined my appetite was ... but felt lot better after i sat for 30mins to give my tummy a time to digest... anyhoo, heres some lazy shots we made the waiter to take :)



ps
and oh! almost forgot, the boyf gave me a necklace :) loves it... he thought he's really bad in choosing jewelry, so far, this is the second jewel he gave and i loves it!

she turns silver, for the ♥ of claire

attending claire's birthday makes me feel nostalgic of our university days :( fuck time flies so fast when you're happy and rolling hard eh? her birthday usually is everybody's part of the year... only once a year i get to bump to people i hardly see no more, but once in a year, we always make it to a point to celebrate claire's bash! its kindof our graduation+prom+christmas+reunion+halloween lol... yeah...

she is one dear friend of mine that became a colorful milestone for me... for the love of claire..

every year we gain 10 pounds heavier! hahaha with lord matouran (project runway season one)
he made the three outfits claire wore..lovely... oh and kate and jelai and claire in between

im the only one who didnt design my shirt :(
was busy with work didnt have the time! (claire provided everyone white haute mess shirt)

akie (circa's event organiser) and jelai

♥

oh and big shout out to my charlie lover who dropped by and said hello to us at last when she was here in cebu! i'm one big fan of her blog coz this girl is such unbeatably adorable... go stalk her at (lol) http://crownempress.blogspot.com

also im a big fan of EDEN!!!!!!!!!!!! oh lord, that girl is just everything out of the sun... i totally love her too, though everytime we bumped into each other, were barely sober hahaha the only time we chitchat sober is on blogspot or online ... she's gorge... a dj/host/event organiser/superwoman.... go check out http://chicinthetropics.blogspot.com

speaking of cebuano designer, we all know cebuanos are one of the roots of arts and fashion too in this world... to name some: a very good friend of mine lorymer villareal for VIVA VILLAREAL! , edwin ao, protacio emapces, yves camingue, albert arriba, cary santiago, etc....coming form the line of monique lhuillier is a co-blogger of mine that i religiously follow Dani ( http://trustme-itsparadise.blogspot.com/ ) ... every designer are spiked with their contributing factors.... you'll be amaze how talented this young model/enterpreneur/kiteboarder turn fashion with a spunk of finesse and style....the story is, cut the long story to short, she was my womancrush before, but issues encountered when in boracay, my fault i reckon, then added with some exxageration of talks from gossip mongers, then issue small becam big...guess started with the wrong foot forward but hopefully all forgotten but yet again, now she's my secret woman crush again, now thats not so secret anymore hahaha... check her online shop at ( http://renegadelovers.blogspot.com/ )

( http://trustme-itsparadise.blogspot.com/ )
its all her, the dress, the pose, the photos (by her manfriend) ,the everything! talented young woman...
she's an inspi, aint she?... ♥

head up if u cant head down

a very explored weekend perhaps, is my definition... its the first time the boyf goes up north... so officially he's toured all cebu now north to south...ive been really hesitant going there since we heard 'nother storm coming and its been hazy all week... plus plus plus, i was called by our foster daddee in miss cebu, photographer mr.rey dacalos to do the make up and dones for his shoot for lexmark or something for the function :( its so sad to say no to money just to make girls pretty... anyhoo, me and the boyf had fun anyway so no regrets.... did i mention how charming can he be?♥ yes... so yep, bantayan we went...and imagine the all u can eat seafood we went for dinner! f*cking out, i smelled like crab shell all night hahaha... we love Bantayan island! so quiet though and so loved the season of low peak coz no one is there! i feel like we owned the island.... :) the good photos really are with the boyf :( so will do a follow up post after this... so i wonder why some true blue cebuanos try so hard to go to boracay/palawan/bohol for more money to spend? well, i guess other islands kindof got different kind of aura too... bantayan island is a different beauty as well... but loved boracay island as well, prejudice free... but it was indeed a good lazy quiet quality time for me and andrew in bantayan ... we ♥ it...

if your'e in cebu, asked yourself why you will conquer other islands / countries
before u could conquer this glorious unexploited place nearby you ♥

PS
oh yeah some people in FB said im fat... deeplu hurt really, but to think i did contribute to the part of unhealthy diet and sedentary lifestyle, bit harsh though when people really say it to your face... sucks big time

day in and out

i know i know, this post is long overdue... mmmm got busy wit work lately but my schedule has been convenient coz its a sat sun off (to my happiest mood)... so now the lover can visit sat nite and goes home to Toledo monday morn :( ...so we went to Badian for him to see Kawasan Falls... ive been to the falls loads times but its been 3 years ago since the last time... and until now, it never cease to amaze me... it was a rainy day though and dark clouds were present... arrived aroun 2:30pm and got in a bus back to the city 5:00ish pm... and YES ive gained so much weight now... as to my surprise, i'll still never be ashame of my excess baggage... wot can i say im a humongous fan of food! so hard to say no...

walking to the topmost level of the falls since there are three levels

show off! hahaha my lovely boyf wit his six packs

helping out the ladyfriend

CHADA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so its been fun... update wit work, will blog on that, as for now, all i can say is NOSEBLEED!

the giving up is the hardest part

when you're dreaming with a broken heart
then waking up is the hardest part
you roll outta bed and down on your knees
and for a moment you can hardly breathe
when you're dreaming with a broken heart
the giving up is the hardest part
Then all at once you have to say goodbye
wondering could you stay my love?
will you wake up by my side?

so i have my new favorite

oh im ebaying some clothes of mine... i love them dearly (me clothes) but i have to let them go... better some fashionista be a badass wearin them! posted the link on me twitter... but will post em here too... so if u interested gimme a heads up

ethel austin back

ethel austin front
details: Ethel Austin's blue tube knot top
bought in Bristol, England UK
600p+150p courier through LBC
size 8-10 UK
if interested contact me directly at angela_jelaim@yahoo.com
payments accepted through kwarta padala / Gcash

Vila back

Vila Front
details: Vila from House of Frasier Black soft corset style top bought from Bristol, England UK
2500p + 150p courier through LBC
size 8-10 UK / XS
original price was 45 english pounds
if interested, contact me directly at angela_jelaim@yahoo.com
payments accepted through kwarta padala / Gcash

Linea 1st front pic

Linea back

Linea 2nd front
Details: Linea Black from Debenhams sequenced wired corset bought from Bristol, England UK
3000p +150p courier through LBC
size 10 UK
original price was 65 english pounds
courier through LBC 2-3days
contact me directly if interested angela_jelaim@yahoo.com
payments are accepted through kwarta padala or Gcash

Topshop back

Topshop front
Details: TOPSHOP silver mixed grey colored hoodie bought from Bristol, England UK
300p + 150p courier through LBC
size 8 uk
used
contact me directly through angela_jelaim@yahoo.com
payments accepted only through kwarta padala/ Gcash
and courier is through LBC at least 2-3days

so i have my fave top now, the blue doll top... its so comfy with or without a brassiere actually! mmmm and so yep, u can pair it to almost anything...

so ive done my physical examination for that job im going to start monday... schedule sucks, 6am-2pm for two weeks on training... :( still good on the side of my off, sat and sun still so, cant complain more... im so not looking forward going back to work :(

PS
hope you would get in touch with the ebayed clothes... let me know!xxxx

u fall in love, then fell out of love, then fall in love again!

yes... first i fell inlove with the idea of how nice dumaguete city is... then when i arrived from a fussy trip cebu-duma, was a bit eggy and crabby coz twas dusty and most roads in duma are broken :( told the boyf i hate duma! like hate it! he looked disappointed coz he loves the little city... then he's been trying to bribe me with good food and wot duma could really offer... at first night then before our dinner, told him im going home on sat! he was pouting so gave duma a chance... and we had dinner at a pizza place called Neva's, its lush!!!!!!!!!!! okey smiled a little bit and boyf was happy got one reason now to like duma... then told him still not coming back anymore to duma just for nieva's pizza...

the next day then we went to a beach before valencia duma to help the boyf's mate in peace corp with the cerebral palsy kids' event... it was fun but still not good enough reason to go through a 5 hour travel from cebu to duma again... then his mate dave told us to try Jade's indian, coz its really really good! so we did that night... and oh my, its mint! i loved their naan bread and bhuna! erggghhh okey im so cheap im loving duma coz of food... so we decided not to go out late that night after meal since clean up event of PADI that Harold (owner of Harold'
s Mansion where we stayed) invited us... so yeah, went early 8am... twas fun, but still so ashamed having probs with my weights, i kept floating back up when we were going down... ergghhhh so... yeah all in all... duma is nice, i was just being eggy at the first day i guess coz was tired from the trip....

then that night, we decided we should just miss apo island since the banca leaves early 9am... and we wanted to do heavy drinking... and it was indeed an achievement... the boyf dance crazily... oh gawd.... laughing all morning about it... xxx so how was your week?

cerebral palsy kids' for a cause

cerebral palsy kids' for a cause with my vavavavoom

cerebral palsy kids' for a cause with dave

pub crawling starts at hayahay restobar!

the drinking starts at hayahay restobar!

pub crawling starts at hayahay restobar! ended in payag sa likod bar

pub crawling starts at hayahay restobar! ended in payag sa likod bar

international clean up

international clean up (ooh im behind walkin around lol wit my tank!)

international clean up(after underwater cleanin)

at night after the clean up wit some random EUpeans!
whoever taken this, got a lil of a sip of alcohol

the day i missed apo island for a good cuddly hung over
morning-afternoon with the bubba then head to hayahay restobar for a big
crab meal i went crazy about!!!!!!!

the day im going home back to cebu.. :( felt sad really, left one day early than my boyf
coz got sched job interview... boohoo

so yep, went ahead... mmmm back to the city and again hustling with the reality to look for money and job... earn earn earn... positivity should conquer me in this moment of time... and when i got back in CC, met up with megan who's going back to biliran that night too... i missed her birthday outtie coz me and boyf at duma... oh well... so seen megan for 10 mins... all good all good...xxx

PS
hope your week is as mental as mine!

hello mister mailman full of goodies

so got back from dumaguete and was glad awaiting in my bed, mr.mailman brought the goodies i got from ebay! whoop whoop... tried it on the three tops i ordered, the shorts im wearing is mine though (my fave pairs of H&M, got one in green too)... so here it goes:

the baby doll top is so far i love the best amongst!

at first i thought this bright blue top was little and
too short for me, till ive tried them on, i loved them coz theyre
stretchy and can pair it up wit random shorts and
bather

okey this black printed made in the 80's top was my
fave when it was online, but it turned out to be its short
for my long body :( its up until my belly button only, but could
wear this maybe inside the house when cleaning or something..
not a waste still...

Okey there, my three lovely tops i got... now talking about before i went to dumaguete, my ma and pa arrived from LAX and now home for good (i fink?) and so they got me goodies too! most of the goodies i had ive worn in duma... i cant stop myself and tried on one of the dresses ma' gave me, the billabong one which im leaning to like most...here it goes...

hours before my trip in duma... cant resist to try on one!

and more goodies!!!

PS
i will be selling 2 of my favorite corsets i bought from england last yeart... whoever is interested, gimme a heads up and let me know... one is from houser of frasier (village) and the other one is from debenhams (linea)... :( i'll be sad selling it, but oh well...