the gift of ennui

when youre too bored... you get super creative... and when you get super creative, u get so hyper... and when you get so hyper... you get so mental... and when you get so mental... you feel like drunken but sober... and when you feel drunkenly sober... you feel like you live in a wonderland...

my boyf was checking my camera and he asked 'wots tis?' of course in his american accent, 'why do you have crazy photos looking like youre high' LOLZ

boys boys boys... i reckon they can never understand the vanity of every woman makes us feel boosted up... replenished... and incredibly beautiful... narcissism... it lives within us, maybe a little to some other, maybe more to many, and much to all of us :D