this phase of my life is the lost-est i may call it... today, i sent me mother the cruelest email i guess... the truth hurts... i was being an idiot really and i just got hurt that she couldnt give me the money i asked just to pay for my accom for the month of april (believe me, i could be shallow sometimes)... she's been giving me the muhla since i came back here in phils... i could be ungrateful sometimes, and i regret that... now she refused to pay for my 4bloodyK worth accomodation for the month of april even told her its the last since may im quitting job and be back to Naga and do some nursing volunteer... i just got hurt really....
if you know the whole truth why for some shallow 100 dollars im acting like mental, mmmmm complications.... the truth is, why people look for friends because, in friendship, you could choose who to be-friend with... you cant choose family, you're born with it... im not saying im not happy with my family, i am... its just that we're in a low phase right now.... to think im not doing good too with my expenses... i just hate it when mum always slap it to my face how i waste money on beaches, dive, and all, and then turning on her when i have no muhla! well, who am i going to turn to? i know ive been blessed with good friends who could be so over generous, but thats not the point! :(
all my life all i do is impress them and do what their demands... i have no regrets on it, it did me good... it would have been a good consolation also, i would get a kiss on the forehead with a big star of price too....
also happy birthday to my 3rd eldest sister Archie! how does it feel to be a year older ateh?
well have a good weekend everyone, i'll try to have some concoction to make me feel better hopefully...
cheers!
ps
I know im just ranting brattiness... what can i say, i cant help it... no wonder all my exes got so annoyed with my A - ATTITUDE PROBLEM....
task while on blog: bringing laundry to the laundromat
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